河北滦南艾滋感染者自述:温暖与爱眷顾我
2009年06月18日16:48 来源:长城在线
2000年我遭遇了人生中最大的不幸,丈夫本是河北省滦南县一无业游民,1995年夏天,因与人群殴致外伤,在某医院受血400ML。1999年,身感不适开始发烧、腹泻、咳嗽、咳啖,久治不愈。至2000年10月20日,经省确认为AIDS。
5日后,一个噩耗传来,丈夫过世了,留下了我们孤儿寡母,悲痛欲绝心情,让我感觉世界好像是灰色的。可是祸不单行,另一个不幸也笼罩了我,经检测我也是一名艾滋病病毒感染者。那时的心情无法用言语来形容,只是想去另一个安乐的世界,因为世界上任何事物在我眼里都没有了生气。
本就不富裕的生活,在丈夫去世后就更没有了生活来源,生活日益窘迫,我带着年幼的孩子,生活的重担一下子压在了我身上,不知道怎么才能支撑起一个家。我想那时候能支持我活到现在的唯一动力就是孩子,唯一舍不下的牵挂就是年幼的儿子。父母、疾控中心同志的劝导,项目办的精神安慰、支持让我再次燃起生的希望,看到了生命中一缕曙光。
04年起阴霾生活中的出现了一米阳光,在滦南县全球基金艾滋病项目领导小组的协调下民政局为我母子提供了 最低生活保证金,2005年最低生活保证金由130元提高到170元。项目工作人员提供的心理咨询、精神安慰和物质帮助,让我对生活重新树立了信心。国家的“四免一关怀”政策让我获得了新生,项目领导小组与教育局协调又免去了儿子的课外资料、学杂费。食品营养费、水果、米、面、油、肉等包括儿子接种乙肝疫苗,项目办工作人员对我无微不至的关怀,使他们成了我最贴心的朋友,成了我最亲的人。05年5月,经体检,我的CD4值低于200/mm3,县疾病预防控制中心又为我提供了免费的抗病毒治疗药物,免去我在治疗期间进行的化验费用,现如今我的病情好转了,CD4细胞数上升至1014个/μL,人长胖了,孩子也懂事了,我步入了正常人的生活。这些都得感谢国家政策、感谢政府和项目办。如今不知怎么报答社会、报答一直关心帮助我、让温暖与爱进驻我家的人。我只想一个人过一生,虽然还年轻也不再结婚了,否则不但连累了别人,我还对不起咱项目办的人、更对不起国家了。我知道艾滋病是不能治愈的,可是我想说:“现在的我人是病了可心是健康的,谢谢大家的帮助,谢谢再一次让温暖与爱眷顾我”。
Hebei Luanhe南艾滋infected Readme: the warmth and love, I care
At 16:48 on June 18, 2009 Source: The Great Wall Online
I encountered in 2000 in the greatest misfortune in life, her husband is a vagrant滦南县in Hebei Province, the summer of 1995, due to gang fights and human-induced trauma, blood in a hospital by 400ML. In 1999, the body began to feel unwell with fever, diarrhea, cough, cough eat,久治不愈. To October 20, 2000 by the province identified as AIDS.
5 days later, a bad news came, the husband passed away, leaving behind widows and orphans of our, "hit feeling, so I feel like the world is gray. However, misfortunes never come singly, and the other, unfortunately, also enveloped me, I am also a tested HIV-infected persons. At that time, the feelings can not describe in words, but want to go to another well-being of the world, because anything in the world I do not have the angry eyes.
This is not life, even after the death of her husband is not a source of livelihood, the increasing distress of life, I am with young children, the burden of life all of a sudden pressure in my body, I do not know how in order to support starting a family. At that time I would like to support me to live up to now the only driving force is the child, is only concerned about the舍不下young son. Parents, CDC's advice, the project organized by the spirit of comfort and support, let me once again rekindled the hopes of Health, see the ray of the dawn of life.
Since 2004 living in the clouds appeared一米阳光in滦南县Global Fund AIDS Project Leading Group under the coordination of the Civil Affairs Bureau has provided for my mother and the minimum living guarantee the minimum living guarantee in 2005 from 130 yuan to 170 yuan. Project staff to provide psychological counseling, spiritual comfort and material help, let me re-establish confidence in life. Country's "Four Frees and One Care" policy, let me get a new lease on life, the project leading group to coordinate with the Department of Education has removed his son's extra-curricular information, tuition and fees.营养费food, fruits, rice, flour, oil, meat, such as hepatitis B vaccination, including his son, the project staff do care for me in every possible way so that they became my most intimate friends, I became the most pro-people. May 2005, after medical examination, my CD4 values of less than 200/mm3, the county Center for Disease Control and Prevention also provides me with free anti-retroviral therapy drugs, removed from the I in the treatment of the costs of conducting laboratory tests during the period, it is now my condition improved, CD4 cell count rose to 1014 / μL, people gain weight, and intelligent children, I entered a normal life. These national policies have to thank, thank the Government and projects to do. Now do not know how to repay the society, have been concerned about the return to help me, let the warmth and love of people into my home. I just want to have a life, although still young and is no longer married, or not only result in the others, I am sorry people do Our projects and I am sorry state. I know that AIDS is not curable, but I would like to say: "Now I'm sick Kexin is healthy, thank you for the help, I would like to thank once again the warmth of care and love me."
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