雪中的期盼
入夜，天下起了雪，从细碎地飘着到铺天盖地地飞泻也只是瞬间的功夫。江南的冬天，伴随着寒冷，伴随着纷飞的大雪，而且一下就是好几天。儿子站在阳台上惊喜地大呼小叫：好大的雪，好美丽的雪景呀。我坦然地窃喜，冬天有雪才使得冬天有景，正如诗句所吟：春有百花秋有月，夏有凉风冬有雪。如果冬天没有雪，那到是一种遗憾。清代郑燮的《山中雪后》：“晨起开门雪满山，雪晴云淡日光寒。檐流未滴梅花冻，一种清孤不等闲。”一句“不等闲”勃发出的热望激发着自己,心就在雪景中飞着。看:雪，飘飘洒洒的从天而至，轻轻的，被风不经意的刮成斜线向下落着。清晰可见的白色雪花，晶莹的飞舞着，原野里、稻场上、路上，全部覆盖着厚厚的雪，连门窗也被雪封堵了，可谁也没恼，因为俗话说得好：“瑞雪兆丰年”，“冬天麦盖三层被，来年枕着馒头睡”。麦苗在厚实的雪被里舒适地孕育着，只等春天一到，就伸展腰肢精神抖擞地立起来，噌噌地往上长。漫天飞舞的雪花早已给这个静寂的乡下校园披上了一套洁白的外衣，冬日的黄昏也因雪花的到来，竟也彰显出几份迷人的皎洁。
儿子，可你怕雪天难坐到车，决定今天就去外地做工，说春节别人都回家团聚，也好找工作。就这样，你收拾了简单的行李，在除夕将至时，为了不让经济妨碍你未完成的学业、让贫困不再困扰我们母子，你只好一个人外出某生。你那天走后，妈妈整天望着象蜗牛般行驶的车，发现有些车竟然只扫了一只挡风玻璃，车顶和前窗披着厚厚的雪被。雪继续落着，路边扫起的雪堆上又落了新鲜的雪，像是一个茸毛玩具，真好似圣诞老人的怪样子，心情在这些与平日不同的被夸张了的生活常态中渐渐明朗起来。那些距离之外牵挂的亲情，是否也应该像这覆盖一地的雪花一样，用冷静的表面拒绝融化而保有着纯粹的美丽。孩子，面对今天的离别，你知道妈妈的心理有多么的难受吗？忽然没有了太急切你成长的感觉，心反倒出奇地平静起来，看着漫天的飞雪，听着咯吱、咯吱的雪声，仿佛世界在这一刻也宁静了下来。心挤满了牵挂，雪夜溢满了凄楚。可冬天是应该有雪的！就象生活，是要四季分明的。儿子，你还记得小时带你踏雪的情景吗？在雪地上走走，借雪的意境，来释放自己的心情；偶尔也煮茗邀菱花，清香杯中来；淡雅知宁静，苦甜深若海。你是不是还记得黄庭坚的咏雪诗：“连空春雪明如洗，忽忆江清水见沙。夜听疏疏还密密，晓看整整复斜斜。风回共作婆娑舞，天巧能开顷刻花,正使尽情寒至骨，不妨桃李用年华”这朗朗上口的诗句，读来真是一种享受。尽管雪的美丽带来的是寒透骨，却无法能够阻止得了春天带来的桃李芬芳。雪到底还是净化了万物一个轮回的浮躁，告诉人们冬天真的来了，就用这洁白的雪作为告别昨天的礼物，再用这洁白的冰花作为圣水，洗涤一回自己的心灵，为春天的来临做好准备。
其实我们母子最喜欢的莫过于寒天雪地的冬天，那皑皑的白雪，优雅地跳着华尔兹，洋洋洒洒，悄然飘落，病毒在窒息，丑恶在消失，美丽在重现，寒梅在盛开。多年来，穷困让我们在谋生的思考中行走，遗落了梦醒的颜色，淡然了岁月的痕迹。儿子，当飞舞的雪花在家乡凝成冰灾时，我接到了你给我报平安的消息，你知道我有多么的安慰吗？！经过了这些雪风冻雨的行程，你成长得更好了，真应了那句老话:身经磨难，必有后福！妈妈希望在你以后的成长道路上身心健康、一帆风顺、……！我盼望着你有一天与家人一起到东北去看那形状各异、缤纷美丽的冰灯，去那古树参天的原始森林看冰凌花，在那里滚雪球、堆雪人、打雪仗、滑雪撬……远离尘世，远离喧嚣，收获着快乐，收获着幸福！也许，只有无涯的雪原上才是适合目光投射的地方，无论你的目光多么热切，雪却一如既往的冷静着，不会像雨那样，落在地面上就藏匿起来，与地面结合成不分彼此。而雪却是另一样的东西，它们落于地仍然保持着清灵的姿态，六瓣的，一片一片，亲密却又留出彼此生存的空间，期望的便是这种生活的状况吗？
现在太阳出来了，尽管雪还在飘。忽然，看见一团被风逐着的云影，一边跑一边慢慢散开，与放晴的天蓝成一片。雪还在下着，在明亮的空气中，飞舞的更加灵动。让早起还阴郁着的天与现在成为两重，扭转的不只是阴晴，还有心境。今天的太阳笑得很开心，一如你希望的我的模样。
或许你在生命中的某一刹那，会深深的爱上一个人，而去遗忘他，则要花上一生的时间。生命中可以承受无限的爱意，但却很难承受一丁点的疼痛，人们在不断的追求爱，而始终摆脱不了痛的纠缠，有些痛，永远永远也无法承受……在挣扎与沉浮，疼痛与徘徊过后，是难以形容的平静，平静得似乎没有一丝波澜。友人说，这个在红尘中遗落了爱与恨的女子是一本书，清新得让人爱不释手，明媚得让人笑逐颜开。可是，没有人知道，这个女子，已将岁月的痕迹铸成一道无影无形的玻璃墙，独自演绎着心情的愁绪。远远的，她眸子里清凉的纯粹、她指间跳跃的文字、她散发的淡淡愁绪和喜悦，都能浸染着周围的人们，于是有人期翼着她开心每一分。却不知道：开心与难过，只是一种心情；热闹与寂寞，只是一种生命存在的形式；伤痛和悲哀，亦成了过往。人们在生活的空间里，来来回回，反反复复，以不同的心情演绎着生命的的形式。月华似水，爱与恨，在黑与白的交替中已然消逝；依然不肯离去的，是心底的伤痕，一如寒风的呼吸，总是拨弄心里最最脆弱的那根弦，夜难成眠……冬雪飘逝了季节，明年还有春天。情若飘离了情节，爱却再难以回头。就这样淡淡的行走，一如寂寞的风，一如飘散的云，在一个人的心间抒写风景，不再回头。空气里润润的雾气是心事，没有阳光的日子里，被雾包围的是心，凝结成眼中那颗晶莹的泪。但家人温馨的亲情、朋友诚挚的友情，让我很快乐，因为温馨的亲情给我带来蓝天、白云般的明亮；诚挚的友情给我带来自由翱翔的快感；给我带来驾驭生活风帆的信念。亲情、友情，能给人无穷的力量，让人充满了生活的甜蜜、洋溢生命的活力。每个人的生命之河都奔流在他人乃至整个世界构成的基石之上。这样一种你中有我、我中有你、相辅相成的关系赋予我们的生命以意义，使我们的生命之河得以洪波涌动。唯有爱，使我们懂得施予与获得，让我们忘却自己，沉浸在另一个生命之中，领略幸福的真谛，沐浴灵魂的芳香；唯有爱，才能让我们的心灵花园花团锦簇，馨香久远。唯有爱，让我们懂得感恩和栓释幸福，使幸福喷出灵魂的香味，又使灵魂散发着幸福的韵味。让幸福的生活时时拥有一颗轻松自在的心，不管外在世界如何变化，自己都能有一片清静的天地。因为我们不只是要做一个万物静观皆自然的人，更要做一个与大自然浑然为一的人。
儿子，你在他乡还好吗？能理解妈妈为你做的一切吗？你一定要幸福哟！因为你拥有温馨的亲情、拥有无私的友情、、、、、、
Expectations in Snowing
It was getting dark and snowing , and was showing a fluttering from the chronology showered Feixie also is a snap effort. South winter, along with a cold, accompanied by a snow, but what is a good few days. Son , pleasantly surprised to shout: Well, the snow, the beautiful snow . I frankly happiness, the winter snow makes King, as the poem : Spring flowers are there; autumn , moon:; summer is a cool winter snow. If no snow in winter, it is a regret . Zheng Xie Qing Dynasty "after snowfall in the mountains": "Ice Man Chen Qi opened the door, sunlight was a clear Han Xueqing. Canopies flow did not drop the plum blossom freeze, a non-isolated lightly." A "lightly" issued by the desire stimulate their own mind on the flight in the Snow. See: snow, and the fluttering from the sky and gently, the wind was blowing inadvertently to the whereabouts of a slash. Clear white snow, glistening in fly, wilderness, the rice market, on the road, all covered with a thick layer of snow, and even doors and windows were also sealing off the snow, no one side, as saying puts it: "Snow estuary", "winter wheat covered by the three tiers of the coming year, sleeping in buns ." in the thick snow was in a comfortable breeds, such as only one to spring on the extension of high spirit, miso miso long reach. Already filled snowflakes fly to this quiet countryside campus throwing a white coat, the winter evening because of the arrival of snow, has also underlines charming snowy.
Son, you are afraid of be difficult to t look for a job, decided to go today, because others said that the Spring Festival is home reunion. In this way, you clean up a simple luggage, in the New Year's Eve approaching, in order to prevent the economy from the completion of your studies, the poor is no longer with us, you are going to work alone. The day you left, mother looked at the whole day on the snail as cars, some car was found only a sweepsnow-drift of the windshield, roof and front window was cloaked in thick snow. Snow continued down the street from the sweep yesterday and again charged fresh snow, like a hair toys, really strange looks like Santa Claus, with the usual mood in these different been exaggerated in the lives of normal gradually uncertainty up. Those worried about the distance from family, it should also be a place like this snow cover, with the surface of calm and security has refused to melt purely beautiful. My son , in the face of today's departure, you know that mother's psychological how uncomfortable? Suddenly not too anxious feeling you grow up, instead surprisingly calm heart, filled watched the snow, listening to the foot of snow sound, as if the world at this moment also quiet down. Heart packed with concerned about. Do not forget to be, should have a winter snow. Like life, is to the four distinct seasons. Son, do you remember your hours with snowfall ? Walk in the snow through the snow mood to release feelings; occasionally invited snowflake , clear to Cup. Elegant know quiet, bitter sweet likes deep sea, I sang to longitudinal, Dr Ji open as snow? Did you also remember the Huang Tingjian poetry: "Spatial spring snow likes the mirror, suddenly river clear water sand. The night listens sparse dense, looks at the entire reduction slanting. Returns to altogether does dances the dance, the day skillfully can the engraved patterns, is causing the sentiment coldly to the bone, might as well the students like the peach and plum ,the Mood for Love "easily understood, musical poem, is a joy to read. Despite the beauty of the snow is cold , was unable to stop the spring had filled with people of talent. Snow in the end everything is a reincarnation of the purification of impetuous and really tell people to the winter and used it as white snow yesterday's farewell gifts, and then this white Ice as holy water, washing one back to their own souls, and for spring come prepared.
Over the years, poor thinking, let us walk, and accidentally left a wake up color, Danran the years at the scene. Son, when the snow fly cemented ice hazard in the home, I received your phone , for giving me the news, you know how I have the comfort? ! After the snow wind itinerary, you grow better, perhaps the phrase is an old saying: the tribulations body will be a blessing after! Mother in the hope that after you on the road of growth of physical and mental health, success,……! In fact, we like the mother is the most cold days of winter snow, then the snow Aiai, elegant and dances waltz, lengthy, quietly float, the virus in the suffocation and ugly in the disappearance of the beautiful reproduction, Hanmei in full bloom. I hope you have a day with his family to see the shape of the Northeast different Trend beautiful Bingding, to the towering old trees in the forest to see icicle flowers, where snowball, the formation of snowman, Daxuezhang and skis from…… earth, away from noisy and a happy harvest, the harvest of happiness! Perhaps, the only Moya is suitable for the eyes of a snowy field on the project, no matter how you look earnest, snow has always been a calm, unlike the rain, hiding landed on the ground, combined with the ground regardless of each other. The snow is another of the same things, they charged to remain in the Qing Ling posture, six, a one, but stay close to their living space, the expectation is that the state of life?
It is sunny today, although snow is still floating.
Suddenly, a group was seen by the wind shadow of the cloud while running side slowly dispersed, and the azure into one. Still under the snow in the bright air, fly more Smart. Let also gloomy in the early days and is now a double reverse is not only a clear, and mood. Today, the sun smiled very happy, as I hope you like. Remember: a certain moment in life, you probably will be deeply in love with a person, left forgotten he would have to spend life time. Life can take unlimited love, but it is very difficult to bear a little bit of pain, people in the pursuit of love, and always can not shake off the pain of the struggle, some pain, never will never be able to bear…… struggling with the ups and downs, After the pain and wandering is indescribable calm, a calm did not seem the slightest waves. I know, I like breathing in the dust as the memories of the past and lost, the soul, obscuring the Leiyan and forget the happy, confused life. Slowly, I began to call me at night, that fishes scattered into the soul of broken heart will be with them in detail in order, but I do not know. I miss the memories and have it as the winter moonlight, a the cold. Somebody said she in the red accidentally left in a love and hate the woman is a book, a fresh ideal people, the beautiful people smile. But, you know, this woman, the time has cast an invisible traces of the glass wall of the heart's own interpretation of Chouxu. Far, she Mouzi cool, pure, her fingers jump the letter, she distributed hint Chouxu and joy, can be disseminated to the people around, so she was happy with wings period each time. Do not know: Happy and sad, just a feeling; lively and lonely, there is a life form; grief and sorrow, also became the past. People living in the space, to forth, repeatedly, in different interpretation of the feelings of a life form. Yuet Wah Shishui, love and hate, in black and white in turn has already disappeared; still refused to leave, the wounds are deep down in their hearts, as the cold wind of breathing, heart always fiddle with the issue of the utmost fragile Haulien string, Night difficult Chengmin…… Akiba Piaoshi the season, there are spring next year. If the situation Piaochi plot, but then love can hardly turn around. Not only has become the past, glance back hard. It was so casually walking, as the lonely wind, clouds, as the disturbance in a person's mind and describe scenery, not back. Run Run fog in the air worry is not the days of sunshine, surrounded by the fog is heart, the eyes of the formation happened, glistening tear. But please rest assured: I have a warm family feelings with friends and sincere friendship, I am very happy, warm feelings brought me to the sky, as bright white clouds; sincere friendship brought me pleasure to fly; to me bring life sailing master conviction. Relatives and friends, to my boundless strength, I full of the sweet life, brought filled with youthful vitality. I laughed often speak out in the dream, I often like to enter dreamland with warm, I always look up at the sky, looked at it singing, as if heard forever a song, there is a surf. My son ,you happy? Be happy! Because you have a warm family, with the selfless friendship with the great mother love and tolerance. The life of each person in the river torrents all others and the whole world constitutes the cornerstone on. Such a you with me, I have you, complementary relationship gives meaning to our lives, so that our life can be Hongbo surging river. Only love, and so that we know how to be imposed, let us forget their own, immersed in another life, to understand the true meaning of happiness, the soul of aromatic bath; Only love can we let our hearts gardens of flowers, fragrant! Long. Happiness is the smell of soul, the soul is the charm exudes happiness. Happy life is always easier with a heart, no matter how changes in the outside world they can have a quiet space. We do not just do things quietly watched all of a natural person, to do a more natural look for a person.
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